Oakcrest Dreams

So It's that time of year...Oakcrest training time. I guess because of that I've been dreaming about not working there. Both dreams that I can remember so far have had Pickles in it. Also in both i've felt a sense of disappointment that I wasn't going to be up there. I guess it's my own fault, but still it hurts. I also tried to txt pickles to see when friends and family night was, she replied but then when I asked her what was going on, she didn't. I feel like we've definitely have drifted apart, and that makes me sad. That was the one thing I didn't want to happen, the one thing I feared, but I guess I knew could and probably would happen.