Happy Halloween!

This week has been crazy! I've not been sleeping well, so last night I went for a drive. Okay so it was this morning at like 3am. I just had to get out and go. Everyone in my house was snoozing and nobody I know stays up that late so there was no calling anyone. I just left with the music blaring. I left for a few hours and It was great, the night was so peaceful. I was warm in my car and It felt good to just go.

Anyway, It's halloween and I'm home and not doing anything tonight, fun that is. I've got a million things to do for school two nope I mean three papers. One test to study for and I'm going crazy. Literally. That is all. I guess.

I hadn't been on in a while so I figured I needed to update me on my life!

The Little Things

So I was driving my sister to school yesterday and as we were driving down our street I saw the mountains in front of us with the clouds just hanging around the peak and the clouds were formed and billowing and just gorgeous and then in a divide of the mountains the sun comes through just under the clouds. Oh it was beautiful!! I don't know if I described it right but it was so beautiful. I missed those kind of mornings in Canada. They don't have Mountains in Eastern Canada. They try to make you believe they do, but all they have are hills.
Well after my beautiful morning scene, I drove up to WSU for Spanish Class and then to the dentist for what was supposed to be a really minor fix. Then he added two more fillings onto that when he found two cavities. It was great. I left with my whole left side numb. I couldn't feel my ear! I came home and took what was supposed to be an hour nap. Yeah I woke up four hours later. I guess I was a little tired. :) Well then I couldn't sleep last night oops. Now I am so tired today. I will sleep tonight! Well I'm off to catch my second bus.

Life is good!

So last friday I was able to go to my first mission reunion. It was great to see so many friends that I made! It was great to see my mission president again as well. But it wasn't complete. One of my best-est friends wasn't there. I have a companion who is still serving, she gets home in 15 days. I can not wait for her to get home! I talked to her tonight and I've forgotten how much she makes me laugh. I feel like I'm a better person when I'm around her. Well that's really all I wanted to say...just how much I miss her. She's so awesome. That's all!

These Pictures are some of the fun ones we had! (which we had a few) the top one is on Christmas day and we were getting ready to talk to our families. That is my most favorite picture of us!!! Next is at Sisters training. We stayed up late talking and then had a treat... turtles. Can you see the string of carmel to her mouth? Cool huh! Then the bottom is when we were going to a District

Meeting and we wanted to wear

ties too! Fun Fun Fun :)!

Have you ever had one of those days?

Well I have just had one of those weeks. It's been a bear. I've been sick all week with vertigo stuff. And so I missed two days of school and now I feel like I'm way behind. I also am not up to snuff yet so everything is so overwhelming and I feel like nothing is making sense. It sucks cause I was just thinking last week (the beginning), how i've done pretty well at keeping up in my classes. Well guess I need to watch what I say!

Other than that life is good, we had to make family tree posters in my spanish class for today and one of the girls in there was so giggly...of course in caught on and it was a good thing. I also found out that I get free student health care at my school. Which was like amazing. I love it. So I went and figured out what is wrong with me, now I can get better!!! Well my extremely long commute ride is almost over so I say goodbye for now.

Well I had a blog my first year in College because we had to. Let's just say I didn't keep up with it very well. But I didn't care about anything that I talked about then...cause I had to talk about specific school stuff. What I'm trying to say is this should be a better attempt because I can talk about what I want to. Key word should. Well I'm going to school, working, and trying to figure out who I am. Life is crazy. I returned home from a Mission to Halifax Canada in June and sometimes I still feel like I'm adjusting. Today I've been struggling with personality things that I want to change but can't. You see I have this internal desire to stay close with all my friends...but it's harder than it seems sometimes cause not everyone feels the same way. Lately I've felt like I really don't have anyone that I can just call up and go do something. It's hard growing up. I keep thinking that it's just me and I need to change so that I will be more likable or I need to not be so needy cause I think I can be overwhelming. So I decided that I would try that. I want to be that friend I would like to have. Not the one that won't stop calling or txt-ing or facebook stalking or comes to your house and you want them to leave but are too nice to say get out of my house your bugging me. I want to be someone that people can come to for advice. That people go out of their way to say Hi or I was thinking about you. Then on the opposite side I feel like I'm one of a kind, whose willing to go the extra mile and show a close friend how much their friendship means to me but I can't find someone to reciprocate. Who knows. These were just the thoughts going through my head right now. I guess it's not the opening I had in mind. I actually set up this account 3 weeks ago but haven't thought of what to say in the first post, so although this is not what I had in Mind, it'll have to work. Well of to bed school comes early.